Thursday, February 21, 2013



It's kind of true.
You may or can have your own life even in a relationship.

But your heart always stays with him.

The variety talk show strike me, made me think.

Have we ever thanked him?

Wonder does people think like this?

I'm really glad to know you. Thank you for appearing in my life. It might not be the best but you touch up my life with bits and pieces of rainbow in it.

I love you less than tomorrow but I'm pretty sure I love you more than yesterday.

I love you and you do need to know you are my life. You are the best part of my life.

You are important to me.

Do you? Do you say all that?

I too do like him to know that I need him, be it anything. I'm pretty sure he likes it when he knows I need him in anyway.

Things works both ways.

Just a random thought.

Monday, December 31, 2012

2013. A New Year.

A New Year is near...

2012 is coming to an end.
This year it has been not that bad to me.
Luck has been good.
Money has been good.
Love has been good.
It's only getting better.
Then it get low...and now...walking uphill again.

I hope so...

It will be a better year!
No more crappy stuffs.

I'm actually looking forward to a day that I am able to travel to Minnesota.

But I want him to come over here first.
And hope he will come over here first.

Maybe...just maybe...

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Missing you.

I don't think you know how much I miss you.

I don't think you know how much I want you.

I don't think you know how much it hurts.

You don't know.

Sunday, November 25, 2012


What is your fear?

What is my fear?

I have no idea.
Need to explore more...

In Chasing Mavericks.
He said he has a feeling that he wouldn't live for long.

I have a feeling just like his.
I have a feeling that I will die in water or a car crash.

And I will be 30 plus or 40s when I die.
Let see how true it is!

Pushing my limits.

I too

Wednesday, November 07, 2012

Happy Birthday to me.

Happy Birthday to me.
How old am I? I don't know.
Lost track.

Naomi came to my place suddenly on sunday and brought me 3 cupcakes.

It shocked me and too am surprise. My heart feels warmth greatly. At least it shows someone is still there for me when I need it. A mini celebration.

Wish I am somewhere to celebrate.

I am working on my day. Doesn't feels good. Forgot to bring my wallet, not good...

Thursday, November 01, 2012


Do you miss me like I miss you?
Do you think of me like I think of you?
Do you want me badly like I do?
Do you...?
Do you?

So many questions to ask.
So many things I want to know.
I can't say it because I want to see how much you care.
No matter how much it hurts, I still put up a strong front and dash into the wave.
Knowing I will get beaten down and still fighting for the small percentage of success.

I shouldn't have watch the episode. Makes me think more and it became more indepth.

Despite knowing that you have a high chances to lie yet still believing.

Wanted to argue back yet swallowing the huge ego back in.

Always putting up a brave front.

Do you know it?

Sometimes wonder if without me, will your life be better?
Will you able to function properly?
Will you?
Can you?

Sometime being intuitive(sp?) makes me feel much more insecure.

Am I being annoying?
Am I being irritating?
Am I...?
Am I...?

I stop.

I will stop. From today onwards.

Had a quarrel with Keven Hills sometime ago.

Darn... Guys are really ego and full of themselves.

Why I'm always the one giving?

Monday, October 22, 2012


I don't understand how the brain works.

You like me. You should try.

You should put in effort to contact.

Don't expect me to MISS you when you disappear and reappear again.

Saying interested in me whereas all you ask was How's your day?

Oh boy. I'm not that easy.